i woke up screaming,
memories/the moments we've shared get into my mind.shook my head hard,i refuse to think.
fear and doubts crept in like nobody business,i cried in pain.
this heartache is definately killing me,i shouldnt have such high expectations.
my bad.a wrong wrong desicion i've made.
strangers we are,and period.
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emerge extreme sport; XIONG!
the sun itself is enough to kill.say,wat about all those running.
disappointed i am with my own running.im not even doing the average.
for the first time over the years of lesiure/competitive running,i get cramps.
and i've only ran 200m!!stab me to death LA!
anyway,its over.things that are done,cannot be undone.
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